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The Long Silence

Ever been to that long walk or long drive with nothing to say? 
That long awkward silence but with noise full of unexplained thoughts? 

 Thoughts jumping around begging you to speak!
Telling you to say, act or do something with it.

You don't know what it is...
 But you know that you shouldn't go down that road

 You know what's right and what's not. 
Because you know who you are!
What are your values!
What defines you!

Because you don't think about the present.
You are not the person who lives in this timeline.
You have already gone through all scenarios 
All probabilities, all reactions against each act.
You have already lived that moment in your head

So, you just stay there.
With long awkward silence
Whether it's the dinner table
That long silent walk
That long awkward drive 

 With nothing to say but staying there in that moment...
Choosing not to say anything but living in it...

 ~ Omer

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